
We Who Decide is a story of deceit, lies, and ambiguity about a woman who became a doyen of post-war Sydney’s haute couture. It describes the life of Shoshanna Liebler, an 18-year-old European Jewess who, on the eve of the Anschluss of 1938, flees Austria, for Australia. A renowned high-fashion designer, known affectionately as ZaSu, she collaborates with her parents and brother in the family business, which, for more than a century, designed and manufactured military and police uniforms for the old Austro-Hungarian Empire. Determined to modernise the group’s business, ZaSu develops a portfolio of affordable creations for Europe’s leading fashion houses.
Entrepreneur Ashton Frost, of the fictional Sydney-based Frost Emporium, is determined to incorporate the Liebler style into his family’s retail chain. Frost finances ZaSu’s journey to Australia, but her new life begins in a detention wing of the Long Bay prison. Upon release ZaSu decides to obscure her identity, religion, and sexuality if she is to succeed in a conservative country about which she knows nothing. Cut off from her family and a trusted aide-de-camp, ZaSu seeks to uncover the truth about the fate of her mother, father, and brother.

Sample
from Chapter 1
Last night I dreamt my old maths tutor, Frau Sonke, scraped
her crimson fingernails across the blackboard as a prelude
to a smack with a cane across my knuckles. I woke from a tipsy
sleep and hurled the feather pillow onto the cabin floor. Then,
touching knees to chin, I slipped into a fitful doze on a fearful
sea.
The crisp air of the Great Australian Bight had changed
during the evening’s champagne, dancing and inconclusive
chess tournament. But now, enveloped in a humid fug, I play an
unsettling game of ‘What if?’
An orange glow fills the cabin’s porthole, framing a perfect
circle around the sun rising from the Tasman Sea. A toneless
scrape reminds me of the opening bars of Strauss’s Einleitung,
oder Sonnenaufgang1 performed by the Vienna Court Opera. I
whisper, ‘Speak English’, though still it ties my tongue. Stylised
handshakes and exaggerated eye rolls, à la Josephine Baker,
grant me a moment to find the correct word. Men seem to
adore these cutesy-tootsie flutters, but women see through my
strategy. As for my assistant Leo Hubler, the contradictions of
English syntax are difficult, and I scold him whenever he speaks
German.
I wash my feet and legs beneath a tepid trickle of brackish
water in the cramped shower recess and splash the last of my
Kölnisch Wasse2 across my torso and neck.
The breakfast xylophone chimes a greeting to the hungry.
Coffee and dry crackers, a slice of fruit, a boiled egg perhaps, but
thoughts of food set the stomach butterflies aflutter. No matter.
The liner is due to dock by six this evening and by then someone
or something will dislodge my fear of the unknown.
A stroll might settle nerves, but my fellow travellers have
snared vantage points on the railings and stare westward at the
haze-shrouded horizon. In the Port of Fremantle, my mental
images of Australia proved unrealistic, but, with journey’s end
imminent, the terrors that prompted my flight from Europe roil
as pixilated pictures. The dazzling Australian sky seems to drain
the colour from my memories.
Leo knocks a rapid coded triplet.
‘It’s open.’
‘Weißt du, was zum Teufel dieses Summen ist?’
‘English, Leo! How many times must I tell you, and no, I
don’t know what this buzz is, but it’s driving me insane!’
‘I thought deaf I am going,’ Leo says.
‘I am going deaf,’ I reply, emphasising each word.
‘Pardon?’
‘Never mind, I’ll ask someone. There’s bound to be an answer.’
Leo’s presence is reassuring, but my recollection of our final
tense meeting in Papa’s office to plan our escape is indistinct.
And though today marks the climax of events which brought us
to this point of latitude and longitude, I realise I cannot recall
the features of my father’s face.
A needle-sharp sun prickles the back of my neck. I return to
the cabin for my pillbox hat, scarf and sunglasses before walking
to the dining compartment. Waiters preen. I tap twice on the
white linen tablecloth for a double measure of black coffee.
Leo piles cheese and smoked meat atop two hot bread rolls. I
crumble a dried cracker and mix the debris into yellow yolk. A
pinch of pepper, a touch of Tabasco and a tap for more hot black
coffee signals the magnitude of my hangover.
A purser pushes back two heavy swing doors.
‘Good morning, Miss Lieder.’
‘Excuse me, Herr Purser. May we speak?’
Leo excuses himself and returns to the buffet table for more
delicacies.
‘Call me John.’
‘Thank you, John – and you may call me Susan. Can you tell
me please the cause of the hum which fills the air above our
ship?’
John sits opposite and calls for tea.
‘You’ll get used to it and after a while you won’t notice them,’
he says, counting three spoons of sugar into the hot, black liquid.
‘Them? Who are they, please?’
‘Cicadas.’
I decline his offer of an unfiltered cigarette and rummage for
the word s’cardas, but all I can manage is a vague recollection
of a similar tone I heard during a summer holiday in the Greek
village Faros, on Ikaria.
‘Insects, Miss Lieder.’ John ashes into a clean tray and
blows at the steam coiling from the sweetened beverage. ‘Like
grasshoppers, but different. You must have them in Europe. The
noise tapers off as the sun gets higher, but these buggers are
Green Grocers, the loudest insect on earth. There are hundreds
of species. Let me think.’ He counts on his fingers. ‘There’s the
Brown Baker and the Cherry Nose, the Yellow Monday and the
Red Eye, the Whisky Drinker and the Double Drummer and
the Black Prince, and lots more.’
‘But to hear the sound this far out to sea!’
‘We are closer to the shore than it appears. The heat haze
makes the land seem a long way off, but we are making good
time and scheduled to sail through the Heads about noon or
one o’clock.
‘I’d better go. Might see you at lunch,’ John says and, after
a slurp of tea and leaving behind the ground-out remnants of
a cigarette stub, he disappears back behind the swinging doors.













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